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FREEDOM

YAYY, FALL BREAK IS HERE!!! i've been sooo busy with school... dual-enrollment, ap classes, and then the sat is coming closer...
but... THINGS ARE LOOKING UP!! i got my highest test grade in physics (96) and my birthday is coming up (oct. 5 ), so things are looking up!!!
hopefully i will feel motivated this week to do something instead of doomscrolling...

alive.

I'M ALIVE!!!
i've been really busy lately since i started school, specifically my dual enrollment classes started and i actually have to do work there,,, urgh... i've got my work done for now.. _{kyrtz is a huge procrastinator!! they're a lost cause at this point..}
i will probably still be busy after this, but i'm slowly getting back into the hang of my school work and personal interests. i'm going to be extra busy since it's my junior year of highschool and i have to think about college and scholarships blegh.
today was my sister's birthday!! she's 13 now and i bought her an album, it was expensive!! at first it was only ~$23 but with shipping it was $45!! but i know she likes it so i got it for her anyways... never again eye roll

URGENT kyrtz is in extreme danger!! she's missing her ex!! pls help her poor soul!! urgh!! i just can't help it... i think i'm thinking too much into it... but we've been friends still, like close friends, after our breakup because we share the same friend group, but anyways, recently we went on a trip and she was all over me and touchy!! we've always been kind of touchy but i think we've been extra recently... but the problem is she has a bf?!?!? while doing all this... to her ex... i feel like i'm getting mixed signals :( maybe i'm just missing human touch..

slow.

lololol i was working on another neocities so it wouldn't be connected to my other accounts but like... it's dumb to do that since neocities is supposed to be personal and such. urg, i do like the domain name lololol, might just move this so soon hahaha... _{kyrtz is quick to abandon projects...}

death.

i've been sick in bed! stomach bugs are the worst...

i also broke my brother's door off the hinge... i guess i'm hulk because this is the 3rd door i've broke... completely on accident!! _{(maybe kyrtz has a secret superpower nobody knows about!)}

introspective

i've been thinking about myself lately, but it never ends well so...

well, anyways, i've made a two week plan to finish my driver's course... so yay!

i also have been obsessed over vlogs and i'd love to do them!! ofc... i had qualms since i am a minor and i don't feel comfortable, but i could do like a blur or an image

lalala

nothing interesting really happened today, i was more moody though. i think i take things to heart to easily.

but i have realized i need to delete tiktok because it's genuinely making me lose braincells... like i'll read a comment and people start misconstruding it in the replies and it's like... everyone talking in comments never listened in english class, bc what??? can you read? and then the crazy people who make everything a big thing... like someone was talking about how ussop's character design was racist and then someone commented 3 different times within a couple of minutes talking about how the op was the snowflake while they took time out of their day to be a baby about something being called racist... weird!

i'm very blind.

err.. today i really noticed how blind i am... i literally can't see the board in school despite sitting in the front rows. but this is embarrasing to realize, so i will blame it on my teachers' handwriting... they're very bad..

my phone charger broke yesterday while i was sleeping, and my phone was at 15% when i woke up!! i was so freaked out, but then remembered my chromebook charger fits into my phone, so i created a fire hazard and then i finally noticed how much time i have left over when i'm not on my phone... i even had time to eat breakfast.. scary! _{(fact on kyrtz... they're addicted to their phone!.. never ask a girl her screentime...)}

i've been seriously addicted to ds games! i've been spending hours on style savvy and tomodachi collection!! and when i'm not playing those, i'm watching misstada, my queen!!

third week.

third week of school and i'm already tired and overwhelmed i had no idea what was going on in precal, and i have a whole 6 question assignment tomorrow! _{(fact on kyrtz...they are incredibly lazy and makes a big thing out of everything they possibly can!)}

and don't get me started on physics, i have no idea, but i can't bring myself to do the assignments!! maybe it's because i have to finally bring home work instead of doing it the class period before i'm so lazy it's embarassing...

i've been so hungry!! maybe i've finally turned into a pig i want some guacamole...

girly times.

i've been having the worse cravings, to the point i was crying over not getting spicy food _{(fun fact... kyrtz is a sucker for spice-y foods, to the point of acid-reflux and stomach ulcers... they definitely won't see their twenties...)} i finally have some and now i think i'm getting heartburn.

the entire day i've been overwhelmed with what i have to do, except all i had to do today was add a scroll box to the home page of the site, laundry, and easy physics homework.

but now i have done my laundry and scroll box and i can do my homework tomorrow morning

conclusions of the day kyrtz got the bare minimum done. still a lazy girl.